A close friend (Dana :)) informed me tonight that I go through phases. I will blog a few months, then I will diet hard core for a few months, I started knitting, scrapbooking.. Now I am onto couponing and next is organization! Oh and making meals and freazing them for lunches! Something's really stick for awhile like weight watchers did other like knitting doesn't last lol. I also wanted to make headbands and never did that but talked about it like I was serious. Jason just listens and lets it pass because he knows it will. Haha I never really realized this about myself but I guess that makes me interesting!
I made spaghetti tonight and divided it into 5 containers for lunches (and Jason's dinner tonight)! I think next I will do veggie soup and chicken and noodles. However I don't know how to make chicken and noodles. I don't need anything fancy just simple and easy. Suggestions?
Next, Jennifer and I are couponing on Sunday and hitting up Kroger. I am excited to see how this works out! It seems extremely interesting!
I also discovered pininterest (thank you Haley) and found all these organizing picture that just caught my eye. I love totes and little baskets to organized all my make up and Desk supplies but next i want to step it up. I am trying to put pictures but it wont let me and i am getting extremely aggravated so i am going to bed before I kill the dog or Jason.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
I am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions
My post yesterday was not to make anyone feel that I consider myself perfect. We all have flaws. I know I have lots of them...
1. I hate to clean. I'd rather be on the couch, watching tv, eating OR writing a blog!
2. I never put my clothes away. They usually sit in a pile and then I complain when I can't find something.
3. I loose socks like its nobodies business. Then I wear Jason's and loose them too!
4. I am a terrible driver. I can't back up or pull in... I have hit lots of cars this way.
5. I get mad and annoyed by things that are none of my business.
6. I eat way too much junk food for my own good.
7. I smoke a lot more now than I ever have in my life! And I've smoked for almost 9 years!!!
8. I ignore a lot of phones calles. Especially if you call during my shows.
9. I am bad about paying bills over the phone. They usually are late :/
10. I am terrible at taking stuff out of my pockets before I wish them. I wash lighters, Chapstick, Kleenex's, jewelry, etc.
11. I trust people way to easy and they usually let me down.
12. When you say friends forever I actually think people mean it... I guess that's not the case with most people.
13. I get attached to people quickly.
14. I have too high expectations of my friends... Especially the ones I look up to.
The list could go on and on and on.... But I prefer to look at the good stuff I do :)
1. I hate to clean. I'd rather be on the couch, watching tv, eating OR writing a blog!
2. I never put my clothes away. They usually sit in a pile and then I complain when I can't find something.
3. I loose socks like its nobodies business. Then I wear Jason's and loose them too!
4. I am a terrible driver. I can't back up or pull in... I have hit lots of cars this way.
5. I get mad and annoyed by things that are none of my business.
6. I eat way too much junk food for my own good.
7. I smoke a lot more now than I ever have in my life! And I've smoked for almost 9 years!!!
8. I ignore a lot of phones calles. Especially if you call during my shows.
9. I am bad about paying bills over the phone. They usually are late :/
10. I am terrible at taking stuff out of my pockets before I wish them. I wash lighters, Chapstick, Kleenex's, jewelry, etc.
11. I trust people way to easy and they usually let me down.
12. When you say friends forever I actually think people mean it... I guess that's not the case with most people.
13. I get attached to people quickly.
14. I have too high expectations of my friends... Especially the ones I look up to.
The list could go on and on and on.... But I prefer to look at the good stuff I do :)
Thursday, January 5, 2012
The world will never understand her
I know most blogs have a theme on some sort but when I write I seem to write a little about everything that is going on or that is on my mind. I guess one topic just isnt enough for me. I haven't wrote a blog in months! I think it's time... Here we go...
So you can go get a tattoo but you need foodstamps? To me you are taking away from someone who really needs the food. if you have 50-100 dollars to spend on getting your body inked you have money to buy yourself some ramen noodles. I have nothing against tattos.. I love them! I have two! But I also have money for food, gas, clothes, bills, etc. I have been pretty privileged in my life I will admit. I have great parents who raised me with manners and good morals. I have Grandparents that supported me in everything I have done (most of it) I guess I just got lucky. But I am also responsible. You think cause you live on your own you are grown? You have to get a ride to school, a ride to the bank, a ride to work... But your grown? I will admit I have always been given a car, I am so thankful for that but I work to pay for insurance, gas, any work that needs done to it. If you have $40 to your name and you are on E and it's a week till pay day guess what!!! You can't go out to the bar. You can't go get that new outfit you want. You can't go out to eat. You take care of your shit first like getting to work ON TIME I might add. You think cause you have a baby your grown? Who pays for those babies dipers, food, doctors appointments, etc? Lose the attitude. You got it made. Wait till the real world kicks you in the ass and you come running back home then some day you might be thankful for your parents and what they did for you.
I will help anyone in the world out.. Ask anyone i am extremely nice but I don't do ungrateful, unappriciative or inconsiderate. Grow up and get your shit together because until then no one is going to take you seriously.
Sincerely,
My bitchy self :)
So you can go get a tattoo but you need foodstamps? To me you are taking away from someone who really needs the food. if you have 50-100 dollars to spend on getting your body inked you have money to buy yourself some ramen noodles. I have nothing against tattos.. I love them! I have two! But I also have money for food, gas, clothes, bills, etc. I have been pretty privileged in my life I will admit. I have great parents who raised me with manners and good morals. I have Grandparents that supported me in everything I have done (most of it) I guess I just got lucky. But I am also responsible. You think cause you live on your own you are grown? You have to get a ride to school, a ride to the bank, a ride to work... But your grown? I will admit I have always been given a car, I am so thankful for that but I work to pay for insurance, gas, any work that needs done to it. If you have $40 to your name and you are on E and it's a week till pay day guess what!!! You can't go out to the bar. You can't go get that new outfit you want. You can't go out to eat. You take care of your shit first like getting to work ON TIME I might add. You think cause you have a baby your grown? Who pays for those babies dipers, food, doctors appointments, etc? Lose the attitude. You got it made. Wait till the real world kicks you in the ass and you come running back home then some day you might be thankful for your parents and what they did for you.
I will help anyone in the world out.. Ask anyone i am extremely nice but I don't do ungrateful, unappriciative or inconsiderate. Grow up and get your shit together because until then no one is going to take you seriously.
Sincerely,
My bitchy self :)
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
I work well with others
When they leave me the f*ck alone!
Ever want to answer every question with the middle finger? Thats where I am today. I am tired of my every mistake being pointed out and made fun out. Yes, I make mistakes but that is a sign that I am trying. I'm gonna start getting shitty cause people have just about pushed me to that point.
I feel deprived of food that i love like taco bell...I havent had Taco Bell in over 2 months! I friggin love Taco Bell.. but instead I came home and had a frozen 7 point meal.
I made a kick ass fruit salad tonight though. :)
Ever want to answer every question with the middle finger? Thats where I am today. I am tired of my every mistake being pointed out and made fun out. Yes, I make mistakes but that is a sign that I am trying. I'm gonna start getting shitty cause people have just about pushed me to that point.
I feel deprived of food that i love like taco bell...I havent had Taco Bell in over 2 months! I friggin love Taco Bell.. but instead I came home and had a frozen 7 point meal.
I made a kick ass fruit salad tonight though. :)
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Boo to this week. Yay for the weekend!
So far I haven't lost anything this week! Ugh but I shouldnt weigh myself everyday. It's just a habit I've gotten into. Hopefully by Monday I will be at least -.6 and be back on track again. I need to make myself walk. It's so hot when Margo and I go right after work I need to go about 8 o'clock.
We went to Applebees because they have a weight watchers menu and I got the shrimp. Not satisfying. I want some donuts, a big Mac and a large diet mt dew with crushed ice! Gosh! But I have to behave. I am goin to Greensburg Saturday and I am drinkingggggg while there! I can't wait! I miss them so much they're like my family! Then next week is Thunder of Love! Party time!
I went to aldi's tonight and they have all kinds of snacks, waffles and breakfast sandwiches called fit&active. They look do good an were only like 1.99! Check it out for sure!
Well I am off to read my book :)
If anyone is interested in the books I am getting rid of let me know and I can make you a list.There arent many but enough to get ya through a few months depending on how fast you read. Let me know.. they are $3 a piece.
We went to Applebees because they have a weight watchers menu and I got the shrimp. Not satisfying. I want some donuts, a big Mac and a large diet mt dew with crushed ice! Gosh! But I have to behave. I am goin to Greensburg Saturday and I am drinkingggggg while there! I can't wait! I miss them so much they're like my family! Then next week is Thunder of Love! Party time!
I went to aldi's tonight and they have all kinds of snacks, waffles and breakfast sandwiches called fit&active. They look do good an were only like 1.99! Check it out for sure!
Well I am off to read my book :)
If anyone is interested in the books I am getting rid of let me know and I can make you a list.There arent many but enough to get ya through a few months depending on how fast you read. Let me know.. they are $3 a piece.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason, without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"
Loved ones she left behind
Just tryin' to survive
And understand the why
Feelin' so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then askin' for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hopin' that maybe
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me, don't worry 'bout
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason, without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"
Loved ones she left behind
Just tryin' to survive
And understand the why
Feelin' so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then askin' for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hopin' that maybe
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me, don't worry 'bout
Something on the way home made me think of Aunt Cindy. Gosh I miss her and think of her every day. Sometimes I still think it isn't real. Like when you first wake up in the morning or when something happens and you think "I need to tell Cindy this story" but then reality sets in and you realize that person isn't here any more. At night when I prayed I used to tell her about my day and how much I missed her and how much I wished she could see her babies grow up and how I wished I could just have one more day to spend with her. I don't know if she can hear my or not but I like to think she is watching over all of us and can hear us.
It's been two years now and I have yet to go to the cemetary. I didn't get to see the burial...and I regret not going. She was my aunt too and I deserved to be there as much as any one else. I need to get together with Mom and go some time so I know where it is and I can go there and talk to her.
There are just some things I will never understand about your death & the things that followed but I believe God has a plan and it isn't for me to understand I guess.
A little bit of THINspiration
I gained .6 lbs this week... I have been racking my brain on how I did it but it happened and all I can do is try even harder this week. Walking this coming week is a must! If it's too hot to walk I will find a pool to swim in! Exercise is now being incorporated into my LIFE CHANGE. Here is some THINspiration...... I need to hang these up on the fridge!
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