Here is how it is!

Well this blog is going to be kind of hard to understand... I have a lot of thoughts!

First, I'd like to acknowledge everyone who's ever known me (the real me) and has stuck around through the good, the bad and the ugly.

I like things to be done my way. Simple as that. I think everyone should be like me. Everyone should have the same work ethic, the same views, the same music taste... Crazy right? Lol how boring would that be? But I get mad when people don't view things like I do. When people are responsible, when they don't have a good work ethic. Yeah, it bothers me but what do ya do? Nothing but bite your tongue.

I think I am just as deserving of things as the next person so even if it does hurt them should I still go for it? Why not do something that you want to just because someone you know wants to do it too? I think it's time to stop being a push over... Stop worrying about who will be mad at me and DO ME! Time to take charge. With advise from more older WISER people of course!

I am 23 years old... I am not a mature stable know it all adult by ANY means but it's time to take action of my own life. I know I can't do this on my own.. I'm gonna need a little help by God and my friends and I think I got this.

I have my bad days... But the good defiantly outweigh the bad by far. But when it's bad it's awful... One might say I just don't handle things good... Emotionally. Everything gets to me. I worry about everything and every one. I care wayyyyyyy too much that is stresses me out to the max. I've always been this way and I honestly don't see that changing.

Ok, those are my thoughts for today. I know, you are so confused.