She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels

Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason, without rhyme

Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe

She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"

Loved ones she left behind
Just tryin' to survive
And understand the why
Feelin' so lost inside

Anger shot straight at God
Then askin' for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hopin' that maybe

She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me"

It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause

She flew up to heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waitin'
And I know she's smilin' sayin', "Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me, don't worry 'bout

Something on the way home made me think of Aunt Cindy. Gosh I miss her and think of her every day. Sometimes I still think it isn't real. Like when you first wake up in the morning or when something happens and you think "I need to tell Cindy this story" but then reality sets in and you realize that person isn't here any more. At night when I prayed I used to tell her about my day and how much I missed her and how much I wished she could see her babies grow up and how I wished I could just have one more day to spend with her. I don't know if she can hear my or not but I like to think she is watching over all of us and can hear us.

It's been two years now and I have yet to go to the cemetary. I didn't get to see the burial...and I regret not going. She was my aunt too and I deserved to be there as much as any one else. I need to get together with Mom and go some time so I know where it is and I can go there and talk to her.

There are just some things I will never understand about your death & the things that followed but I believe God has a plan and it isn't for me to understand I guess.